Just Being Happy …
I was not well so I took holiday on 25th as well , along with three days holidays but you can imagine a life of a girl who is all packed in a small room with her philosophic and psychological novels and laptop ,which does not even has net connection, and no one to talk to or hang around with.. oh I am so sorry for myself. No I was sorry for myself but gradually I realized I should make most of the each moment , live it , enjoy it , by any means. I thought I had many reasons to be happy while few for being sad so I shall look for those reasons , find out them and be happy. I realized that I shall be grateful to God because I am living and that too in a good condition. But Loneliness is a devil it takes you towards darkness and force you to be unhappy , makes you frustrated and depressed. Now I know why people who are balanced they become depressed when they are lonely because human beings can not live in isolation they form groups and communities so they can share their hopes, fears, dreams, love and so on… Well what I was talking about is that whatever circumstances you face still you would have something to glad upon , to feel relief for something. It happens with me often that at the same time I am happy and gloomy. I don’t know why. I fight with sadness…and thanks to god that I always win and I am able to laugh at something or the other, be happy for some little reasons and feel grateful to be alive and to be able to understand The Language of the Universe and The Soul of the World.
I was not well so I took holiday on 25th as well , along with three days holidays but you can imagine a life of a girl who is all packed in a small room with her philosophic and psychological novels and laptop ,which does not even has net connection, and no one to talk to or hang around with.. oh I am so sorry for myself. No I was sorry for myself but gradually I realized I should make most of the each moment , live it , enjoy it , by any means. I thought I had many reasons to be happy while few for being sad so I shall look for those reasons , find out them and be happy. I realized that I shall be grateful to God because I am living and that too in a good condition. But Loneliness is a devil it takes you towards darkness and force you to be unhappy , makes you frustrated and depressed. Now I know why people who are balanced they become depressed when they are lonely because human beings can not live in isolation they form groups and communities so they can share their hopes, fears, dreams, love and so on… Well what I was talking about is that whatever circumstances you face still you would have something to glad upon , to feel relief for something. It happens with me often that at the same time I am happy and gloomy. I don’t know why. I fight with sadness…and thanks to god that I always win and I am able to laugh at something or the other, be happy for some little reasons and feel grateful to be alive and to be able to understand The Language of the Universe and The Soul of the World.
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u r depicting ur emotions beautifully