Just b-e-l-i-e-v-e!

Every girl desires a secret love an anonymous lover a mysterious love story Its weird  but I strongly feel you are there you read me every word, breaks between the words and empty spaces I don't know who you are  but I strongly feel You are connected to my soul. You are there!

 " You believe, its me?" "Yes I believe its you."

I miss you more now !

Just by chance, I landed on a beautiful blog and there ...  Anonymous -  IM DRUNK AND I LOVE YOU TOOOOO BABY XOXOXOXOXOXO   Blogger - Always so much love on this blog best filllowrs ever :))) love you too!!’ P.S. - I apologize to use this conversation here, but I just couldn't help after reading numerous comments by Anonymous. He is... cute :)  reminiscent of... my anonymous :)

I feel bad. She had been trying to let him know He never looked back. She had been trying not to lose him He had chosen another one. She had been trying to forget the past He came again and again. I am lucky enough. I could tell him at least the deepest fears I could let him know what I am afraid of I could make him believe what 'in between' means Though the people came and go Though I had been the epitome of confusion Though I made thousands of blunders I am lucky to have Someone  Who is still there. Thank you  You don't know what it means to me.

its JLT : Jeanie Loves The Anonymous    : )

I am losing You. Gracefully , I want to bear the pain. The only thing I learned during these years. I am losing the hold. I get less passionate whims Only doldrums and melancholy fits. No matter how hard I try I am not letting out a cry Perhaps I am becoming 'You' of my own tatter heart.

I'm so tired of being here  Suppressed by all my childish fears  And if you have to leave  I wish that you would just leave  'Cause your presence still lingers here  And it won't leave me alone  These wounds won't seem to heal  This pain is just too real  There's just too much that time cannot erase  When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears  When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears  And I held your hand through all of these years  But you still have  All of me  You used to captivate me  By your resonating life  Now I'm bound by the life you've left behind  Your face it haunts  My once pleasant dreams  Your voice it chased away  All the sanity in me  I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone  But though you're still with me  I've been alone all along [ Evanescence - My Immortal]

How strange! people may fade away from our memories but something of them remains... I saw her yesterday. Lady Gaga. And all her glory fame name dissolved into your memories... splashes of water... over n over thought... only felt too much... but not too enough...we are better strangers for each other or nothing...

Is it what they call Life's Irony? What began with an Open Relationship Became so very Closed.

I could have done the things I always do But  perhaps I knew You fear the pain.

Some stories must need characters In others Anonymous fill the colors

Its been one year or so he stops at my blog n leaves comments. The comments kill me. Sometimes I know who is he. At other times I am just like a baffled cat. I think of old conversations. What went wrong? What was right , anyway?  A face without a face. A mere shadow creeping over my mind. Can I have any story with anonymous? And what if there is one? What sort of story it can be? A very romantic? Or mysterious? A tragic one? Let's just make out the possibilities... He is the one I am thinking of and I am the one he always thought of. Out of comments we come together and begin afresh. Despite the fact, I am still confused. Despite the fact, I don't want to go back. I am curious to know what's the end... Or may be the Anonymous is the one I would never want him to be. I hate even his shadow because it tells dark stories of my own heart. What if its not the one I expect. Expectations should not hurt. But why to expect? What else can I do? I am lost in the game. The ano...