Just b-e-l-i-e-v-e!

On a cold morning Like today Do not wrap your arms Around me Or tuck your leg between mine Just Make me feel The Warmth of your Silence.

The night was a sleepless night for Jeanie. She was surrounded by the ghosts of memories. In the morning, she came out to breathe in fresh air, she saw it was drizzling. The greenery around soothed her eyes and she saw a huge tree holding close to his heart a creeper. She smiled at herself, her love filled heart, her joys and wishes, and her liveliness. Life is not just a coma or a period, it is also an Ellipsis...

There should be at least one person in your life whom you could tell anything odd-even, truth-lie, fancy, fantasy just Anything.

I thought I have got a straight road.  I had forgotten the earth is round and all roads collide into one.  I am glad to meet you again.  You are handsome...but I can't see your eyes... I want to look into them. Really. ~jennie

I think I would be dead by the time I finished my Ph.d. what the ---- is that I am already bored. I am tired. Not with only books, reports,unnecessary pop-ups but also with marriage parties, gossips, same faces, same rituals, same food and same worries. I have begun to worry a lot. Does that mean I have joined the Club "30s" - the age that brings lot of worries with it. About career, shift, kids, their childhood and troublesome teenage, house, parents oh....endless sufferings. I never wanted to become a part of it- the boring cycle of life. I wanted mystery, adventure, thrill, mission - altogether a different life. Sometimes (like today) I feel like leaving everything behind and go out in the world. I feel trapped. And you know what, I understand its all planned. It is like the movie As Above So Below . You are meant to be there, the trap is set for you, you feel lost, you lose hope and those who do they never come out but those who put a little effort and have faith they ca...

I don't know what... . mising somthing badly

I WISH I could listen to what you had to say.

I so wish you cloud live without the tension of Becoming something. But the problem is no where outside. Its in your mind.

Has my Wait really got over?

"Someday I want to do something Crazy, so much that afterwards, I won't care for anything at all. Yes, I dream to be free..."

"there is something dying inside every moment." " There is a tribe, that believes in balance, for each thing that dies, a new takes birth... " 

"It feels like I am standing at the edge of cliff and I am always falling." "But you are only on the edge of cliff, there are others who are actually Falling." "Yes, it is then, it is in that moment, I feel grateful." (S.J.)

I    know              Where                          I went wrong. 

...then suddenly one day , I feel grand, I feel having multitudes I feel High and I feel like River Flowing incessantly towards the destined path...

I wish I could undo it, become again, an anonymous.

Nothing could have bound me to date, no one will ever. I am the wind, fierce but free. I am the sky, vast yet free. I am the earth, dutiful but free. I am the water, can you still bound me? I am not your daughter, I am not your sister, I am not anyone's friend or lover. I am energy. You see with positive lenses, I am positive. You see me from negative lenses, I am negative. You see me red, I become that for you. You see me blue, I become that for you. But I have no color of my own. I have no name of my own, but you have given me so many names, and so you astray. I seem to have a past, but how many pasts have I then? See beyond, you will have your answers. I will have a future, but the seeds of my future have already been sown, only the flower is yet to born, the fruits yet to flourish. Believe in the process, believe on the time, free yourself, Divine will hold your hand. She surely Guides those who have given themselves to Her. She is Mother of Universe, She is the Soul of ...

 " You believe, its me?" "Yes I believe its you."

"... Of late I have come to know, the many ways  of bearing the pain gracefully."

V - "...but you told me..." J -   " yes... I did. Because I can lay bare my heart to you. I am not afraid, what you would think, perhaps all I care about is... always, forever, we would find something to admire about in each other..."

I need a fresh start I know where's my heart its been spinning n whirling n going round n round it has been lost n found I know where's my heart its with the playing butterflies its with his unspoken lies its floating on an ice its paying some price I know where's my heart I can trace it leaving my soul And going to the meadows Free fields, lands of sorrows and that of Joy untold Do you know, There is bird in the red-corner, Who hates and loves its own small world o' cage, She could die someday unknown Having a dream in her heart to Fly And she pricks out her own feathers each day. Each day ! She needs to know she is alive