Just b-e-l-i-e-v-e!

Its amazing to view my blog after almost 20 days. I have learnt what I needed to . So I undeleted my Blog. Deleting this blog was like killing my own child. I had reared it with loads of love. Each of its post is an outcome of a struggling mind. They might not be readable or interesting but they mean a lot to me. They are milestones in my development. Well as I am back now I would tell one prominent reason of it. The Name - Just believe. It is so close to my heart that I began to think of creating another blog with this name. But that would be ridiculous. So I am going to continue over here only :)

Had you ever ask what I always wanted to ask you , I would have said ,  Rather I would have asked ,  Did I ever inspire you ? Inspire -  For a little good deed ,  To smile even when you are broken , To pursue your dreams ,  Even if they are craziest ,  Inspire -  To think of Family first, To think of duties When the world is maddening with selfish feelings. I would have asked ,  If ever I inspired you But now I have gone And you too And there are left the seeds of inspiration With white wings around them They fly , unrecognized , unappreciated Ignored ... but they don't die Without finding the right place for germination And when  they find , they live To leave earth a better place. Seeds of Inspiration germinate  In a mother's heart Who had been a coy daughter, A blushing wife ,  And a proud mother. And they live there  Forever ... [Dedicated to my mother , on this Mother' day (I am sorry mom , if I hurt you ever , I know I did a lot of times.) And this poem is for

... I can not help it now. I have come to this road. And it goes straight to Death. Don't be afraid my friend. Death will not swallow me. He is my groom. Once I am into him , he will be my shadow and I , his. I shall not live again and come to this earth. My days on earth will end soon. But dont you grieve or think I am again fooling myself. And... I tell you ... even if I am fooling myself , it is for my good...let me. Will you fight with me if I take medicine for the life is unbearable sometimes. You shall not. Be with me , we have got few good days left and when I shall be gone , you would miss me. Oh... you can not imagine. How glorious he looked. How does he work. How does he love me... so mutely , so meekly... and to see The King meek in front of me... I know the Power of Love. But I don't want to know anything... nothing... Do you remember , you told me once I can not be happy with any man. I have realized it now. I can not even be happy on earth. How can I be? when I a