Just b-e-l-i-e-v-e!

A woman's life, start from beginning rolls around Duties. A man , while exaggerates his duties at work place, back at home even for a glass of water he is dependent on a woman. Often it is noticed that duties of a minister, officer, teacher and alike are exaggerated. While it is a woman who for 24 hours performs her duties without even recognition. Many a times its just a DUTY for her and not always her heartfelt job. Yes, that's true, when a woman is a daughter-in-law , a wife , a mother, a caretaker for someone, she knows she is performing her duties. Its not that she always feel great to do such things. And who's there to tell her, that Great Job Done ! Duties well performed ! You deserve an award! and that, We are grateful to have you ! No its not being hypothetical ! It is called Recognition. How many times in a day, week or month you recognize that woman of your house is performing her duties. Her duties are of same importance that of the duties of a Minister or ...

How a bond builds up.... It builds up slowly gradually when you both think about each other, and do things for each other. I remember my last Holi. Holi is one festival, on which I really like to shut up myself in my room. But last year, it was my brother who expressed a wish to play holi. And I agreed. I still remember what I was thinking at that time. I had thought, this might be our last holi and after years when I look back I would regret to break his heart and miss this chance. I don't know since when I decided, I won't miss the chance. And really, it is the only holi which I would remember fondly after years n years... So, perhaps, that's how a bond builds up :)

I lost my specs, this prompted me to wonder, what if I lose my eyes one day, though Milton is there! But , what if it really happens, outside my literary world? Then just one doha of kabir rings in my ear, " bhala hua meri matki futi, main paani bharan se chhuti." i.e. Good that my vessel has broken, now I wouldn't have to go through the ritual of filling the vessel every day. Did you ever realize how deep it could be? Are our eyes not the vessels that fill the images of the world - good, bad, beauty, ugly, dirty, violent - all unnecessary things. If we become blind to the material images, all that would remain is- formless beauty of God, flowing incessantly in our hearts. And likewise, all five senses are vessels that we fill from worldly things. Now, understand the interpretation of doha, in a positive sense, "Good that it has broken." The phrase is full of optimism. It does not say - "Its okay" or "Now when it has broken"  But it emphasiz...

If I would have said Lies instead of Truth in last three years, I might have been more happy then.

When I will be gone I will be more happy. It should always be this way.

A lot in me has died A little, waiting for you to show up again Won't you stop by just at midnight Or meet at crossroads in rain A lot in me has died A little, waiting for you to show up again On little slips I write insignificant lines And throw them out of window I know I am crazy though Its love that speak or may be all is vain A lot in me has died A little waiting for you to show up again Every day beautiful I deep breathe Coz I want to feel I want to know I live Whispers, silence n words lost in whirlwind I find myself lost in memory lane A lot in me has died A little waiting for you to show up again P.S. - These are just random lines. Today is Shivratri and I take an opportunity to thank God for a beautiful gift he has given me in this life - a gift of penning down my thoughts that helps me a lot in bearing the pain and celebrating the happiness. Apart from my sister today I wish for you Sheena , I wish you would get that 'someone special...

This Valentine's Day was unexpected. I want to let someone know that I am thankful and happy because of his company at most blissful morning hours on 14th feb... :) Well ... I am kind of dancing on my heels these days. I am unwell acc to some prescribed rules but I rush and run whole day and don't even take a nap at noon. I have got only few days at home , how can I waste them. :) I watched today an animated Barbie movie... it was amazing. Wow.. the magical life... being princess... is just Amazing. :) Its 7 in the evening and (gigling) :P everyone is asleep in my home. My brother has gone to buy Pizza base and vegetables. And I took this (wonderful) chance to peep into my second world and see what's happening. And write what's on my mind ... :) Angel

Ah! I am in Salsa Spirit ... not again! But I just can't help it . I have to admit I have been in this situation many times before and I am again .. but " afsos " without a partner. Gosh... hear that song? Behke behke nain ... from Aisha? Check it out please -  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3HpWjYommfA&feature=related Its goddamn amazing. I want to choreograph it. All I need is one partner. Lets consider some people around me. My brother? He is amazing. Even a good dancer. In fact he can lift me up very well. But the problem is - Passion . Salsa always requires burning passion from both partners and gosh he is just a teenage. And apart from that he is lil impatient when it comes to dance and arts.  Then... then what! I have no one except my bro :( All friends are lost cause. All scattered on the planet leaving me here alone. Alone . And when I need them most. I need a partner :( I think I will have to organize an audition at my hometown. I might catch hi...

Did I tell you I am going home on one year official break from studies? And that I miss home so much. I miss food , tv , brother , cooking , meditating , reading , walking on terrace , welcome (certain) guests and so on... But I have postponed it for another one or two years. :) I am going to search a job and not because I am so much serious about my career . God ! I am crazy to live my life probably i will be dying soon ( ah! just an excuse - the heart always needs one) ... Want to live life with my sister coz probably I may never get this Golden Chance :) I want to learn -  1.) Ball room dance          (Craze from movie- Shall We Dance) 2.) Piano                          ( Craze from novel - The Last Song by Nicholas Sparks) 3.) Accent 4.) Fluency in English 5.) The art of living 6.) Being Myself 7.) Learning the secrets of relationships and how to maintain them 8.) Learn to li...

I had a date today. With two of them. I dunno which turned out better. I guess both are kewl :P But lemme finish with this one - The Last Song by Nicholas Spark then I will be able to judge better. In the morning , The Catcher in the Rye was appealing , dunno why , may be coz of its urbane slangy swearing language , or may be because there was there beneath it a sad truth about us all... about us depressed ones ... well will discuss it later. But here I want to tell one thing - the whole day was terrific. Novels are certainly better dates ... they can drive you crazy enough... I had been reading whole day. I enjoyed it... will resume after shutting this sweet one ... but I was chuckling on this joke while dish-washing... soon my money will get over... oopzz i mean novels will get over and I would be needing more so I was just crazy about thinking this , I would call up dad and he would say.. wadya need money for? and I would say ... dad I need to buy books... (he has a terrific lawy...

Everyone realizes the difference between the Time we Pass and the Time we Live.  I am living it these days. :) I never discovered / felt so much joy one can feel in company of one's sibling. Bless my Sister. :) I never realized when I have become so much..... Quiet. I am loving it.  I am very happy that I successively left FB (addiction of so many people) . I have stopped thinking and began feeling. ( According to Osho , most imp thing to live happily) I have learnt to respect what I have and don't bother about what I don't have. ( especially in person's case. ) These days .. somewhat I m unhappy also (greatly embarrassed) I wish I could share it with someone. :( But its okay. It will fade away in the fog of time. And yeah...few funny things about 'these days in my life' are -  I dance while crossing the road... move .. wait .. back ... ahh... I wont die in accident ;) I talk to me loudly while walking... its fun really  I do what I really wanna do.. e...

This world is a madhouse , isn't it? I tell you about a girl's experience. There is a girl who at one time spoke with different men , of different age , of different location , of different fields. And while she spoke with everyone she opened her heart and showed her real self. Everyone was charmed by her beautiful and sweet heart so they also opened their heart to some extents. After a short period , she saw that everyone was utter lonely in their hearts and they all needed only one thing Love which has different synonymns like - comfort , healing, care etc... But their approach was different from one another. Everyone of them wanted to fulfill their biological needs and they covered it under the goodly shield of love. While no one actually loved her , they only appreciated and liked her. Even the girl didn't love anyone. She wanted love together with sex but she thought thinking about sex is a sin. Slowly she realised that everyone thinks about sex and perhaps when they ...