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A Date ? Huh!

I had a date today. With two of them. I dunno which turned out better. I guess both are kewl :P
But lemme finish with this one - The Last Song by Nicholas Spark then I will be able to judge better. In the morning , The Catcher in the Rye was appealing , dunno why , may be coz of its urbane slangy swearing language , or may be because there was there beneath it a sad truth about us all... about us depressed ones ... well will discuss it later. But here I want to tell one thing - the whole day was terrific. Novels are certainly better dates ... they can drive you crazy enough... I had been reading whole day. I enjoyed it... will resume after shutting this sweet one ... but I was chuckling on this joke while dish-washing...

soon my money will get over... oopzz i mean novels will get over and I would be needing more so I was just crazy about thinking this , I would call up dad and he would say.. wadya need money for? and I would say ... dad I need to buy books... (he has a terrific lawyer mind , so he might doubt on my words)  he would grunt and though he would never refuse for such a holy reason , he might make some excuse like give your exams first ... dont read other stuff.. n blah blah... and I would tell him straight forwardly - Dad you should be happy I am not spending your goddamn money on any bf or as such ... I am just reading to stay away from all that .. do you mind giving me money now? ... Ha! he would give his whole treasure rather than letting me spoil his Reputation. That's there! I knew its a pretty poor joke. But I kinda felt sharing it... can't help buddy... aftereffects of Catcher in the Rye... ;)

I m gonna flunk this time with this kinda lang I m sure but I wont mind ... I seem not minding any goddamn stupid serious thing on this earth for now.. I am pretty kool .. the rarest moods of mine... but i wanna tell you one thing ... if you look... if you just look out of your shabby dark closet .. the sunshine isn't far. And I mean it.

Love you!
@ngel

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@ngel ~ said…
:D Thanks... I would ask sure... no other way :) Love Books!!!

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