Yesterday, she met reality in her dreams. It was all crimson n glossy. She met it again today in her maa's tears. Each day is a day that will become a sweet memory after some weeks. How awful the feeling is that future is so uncertain. It might bring fragrance of lavender , taste of raspberries and portraits of Bahamas' deep blue water. But it may also bring shadows of unknown world, pebbles on the way and polluted air. But let that be... she won't think beyond today and... beyond him ...
She knows it pretty well. No one is there to tell her this but she understands it all - the changed weather, the whispers, the changed routine chart, sudden responsibilities, new lessons... she will be another home soon. There is no other way but to accept the reality. She is ... doing it uncomplainingly. Somewhere deep in her heart... she knows... she too wishes the Change. But how that would be? Uncertainty Again. What does one do in Uncertainty? She missed her friend, who in spite of showing that he doesn't care, cared the most. She missed her world. They all think , it is still there. There it is, but is it there in the same way? Things change. Although the universal fact it is, it surprises, it hurts... and hurts eternally.
She knows it pretty well. No one is there to tell her this but she understands it all - the changed weather, the whispers, the changed routine chart, sudden responsibilities, new lessons... she will be another home soon. There is no other way but to accept the reality. She is ... doing it uncomplainingly. Somewhere deep in her heart... she knows... she too wishes the Change. But how that would be? Uncertainty Again. What does one do in Uncertainty? She missed her friend, who in spite of showing that he doesn't care, cared the most. She missed her world. They all think , it is still there. There it is, but is it there in the same way? Things change. Although the universal fact it is, it surprises, it hurts... and hurts eternally.
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