When I was in hostel , I had a strong wish to live alone in Jaipur at PG (coz in 3 years I had seen so much of hostel life , now I wanted to begin a different journey , wanted to see a different life ) . So , I lived alone for almost 2-3 months then my sister joined me ... of course that was a great experience too ... living with real elder sister because from childhood we had hardly lived with each other... so after a long time we got a chance to spend time with each other and most shocking thing (to know each other :P ) .
Before she joined me as my roomie , I was lost in my own world - on a Lonely Planet :P . I was too lonesome... but then this disease taught me a lot. At that time ,I would read inspirational books , talk to myself for 2-3 hours , observe nature , pray to god and I would dream a lot , and my dreams were - Gypsy Dreams - they were never same - they were of different colors , they were of different places and people . Now once again , I am too lonely ... I am not even able to sleep at nights. I was crying for help ---and guess what God listened to me .... and see He is so prompt , He acted straight away... - and reminded me of my possession - Gypsy Dreams ... these dreams are my possession as I carry them in my bag while traveling on life's track.
Today in morning I was watching one of the Gypsy Dreams - I walked behind the scout camps on mud. Sun was on brink , just above the hill. As it rained heavily last night , the air was cool. I observed everything with serene heart and watchful eyes. Whole experience was highly elevating.... my heart , my mind , my soul were in harmony ... I dreamed about a life in the lap of nature... a life of Freedom ... a life of Love ... a life....
But at present I had only a life of dreams... My Gypsy Dreams :)
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