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One more Christmas !




I am going to see one more Christmas of my life. I will be alone. I don’t regret it. But I miss somebody. People who don’t belong to this earth. Those who are preciously and secretly kept in your heart and memory. The pictures of those days float in my mind… I can see myself as a young pretty woman who is very excited as Christmas is coming. She is excited to meet her family whom she has not seen for whole year. She would buy presents for all those near and dears. She has learnt a new recipe for cake also. But suddenly a picture pops in – a little girl appears… wearing a pretty frock and laces with a cute red cap… what an earthly angel she is!… before Christmas night when she is about to sleep.. she looks out of her window secretly … search for the moon… her mind starts running as what to think .. how to imagine… how to make this night wonderful … yeah! She got an idea… first she looks at the sky…night is lovely it has covered all the worries and sins of the evil world…the stars look enchanting ….they are the eyes of the sky …but where is Santa Clause? And his gifts?? Where are the angels? Are they not celebrating the Christmas?... she closes her eyes.. and imagines Santa Clause and angels in the sky… a party is going up above in the sky.. wow!!!

I have not changed from that little girl . I will again celebrate myself and make this day as wonderful as I can . I am cheerful, happy, gay , merry .. oh! did I say merry? Well I meant Merry Christmas to all of you J And yeah God and angels are looking at you … your words will be heard on this day so speak carefully about your future you never know you curse life and it may give you lesser next time. So be merry and eat cherry !! lolzz.. a stupid phrase!
Merry Christmas !

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@ngel ~ said…
Arey yaar tujhey koi wish to karega nahi.. tu khud hi kar le aapne aapko :) Wish You Merry Christmas darling! :) Just keep smiling and dil se khush reh yaar.. saari tensions chhod de... enjoy kar mast reh! :)

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