S.J. - celebrating the moment, as it is

Sheena got perplexed , when S.J. muttered something looking out of the window, that whether S.J. is happy about her new life or no. Just as Sheena tried to ask something, S.J. smiled faintly and begun to say, as if talking to herself, " No it is never as you imagine. Its like, when you imagine to go worse, everything goes great. And as you imagine everything to be perfect, there comes a bad time. So what is this all for? Doesn't it tell you that Today, this Moment is Perfect. It is as it should be. It is meant to Celebrate as it is. Because there is no sense in looking for something else than what we have at present. If we are lonely, we might want some company. And when we have company we might want to be alone. What sense is in it? Always looking for something else. Always being unsatisfied. Always fretting and getting irritated, complaining and being unhappy.... there is no sense in living this way. "

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Sheena not knowing what to say was just wondering what had happened with S.J... is she again going through...
"Don't give me that look, I am perfectly fine. I was just thinking about 'emotional detachment' and 'celebrating the moment' and ... much more... you see I am very very happy... yesternight I was able to live one hour of my past life... "as I used to be" - waking up at midnight from sleep, looking at the road lights, covering up myself, remembering good old moments from my life and writing down some important notes ... yesternight was incredible. "

Sheena smiled... now she had no doubts. She knew her crazy friend...if she did what she said, she was really fine... more than fine in fact...