I decided to sit for meditation rather than to sleep. As I closed my eyes... I felt peace knocking swiftly the door of my heart. I was with myself. And I felt it too strongly. I saw a vision... of green meadows and leafless trees... I felt a chill wind on my body too ... but while feeling all this my mind had not stopped thinking over it... over every problem which had pierced my heart. And slowly the present source of sadness took me to my past mistakes. Every present infliction had its root somewhere in the past. It is a depressing fact but not so much when I looked at its other part -my future happiness in this way is in my hand. And at this moment I saw a rose and breathed its fragrance.
Now a days I am dating .. yeah ! Dating Myself ! :D Sounds great , right? Ah! Its not that I don't have anyone to date with ... really ! But I love to date myself.. its fun + its safe :P So , yesterday was feeling low , no no definitely was not in doldrums but I was physically not well... Well , I didn't sleep 2 days n 1 night , and I felt somehow this night is gonna be the same - sleepless waking nightmare kinda.. But don't know suddenly from where I got a superb idea - to enjoy my illness , to keep busy myself in one or the other thing so that I could forget all pains. I sat on net, and charged my mp3 player , it was almost 12 am , I desperately wanted to sleep , my eyelids had become heavy , but no , I just couldn't lie down on bed. And I felt a bit hungry too - as whole day I didn't eat anything except bread. Ah! suddenly , my heart leaped , face brightened as soon as the idea factory got started... what about a classy date?? Mind argued - At this hour?...
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