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for a change

For a change I had a great fun yesterday with my friend and her friends. And for a change I felt I am still not too old. This change was good.

I don't know what this change will bring with it. All I know is , I am happy. And I am less worried about my future.

I have been reading literature from past 3-4 months as if literature and life are poles apart. So , for a change , I decided I am going to read life than literature.

All my life I waited for this time when I will choose my line and take decisions for myself but I have become dumb now. A dumb who dances to other's tune. A dumb who is programmed by others. Though I am happy my mother has thought so much for me. But I cant just follow everything blindly. I want to take some risks. I want to feel free to take decisions for myself so that in future I know I have made my life and not that I am walking on
the track laid down by someone else. So,  for a change I decided I will take risk... risk to ignore my parent's wish and what they think is right.

I hope this change brings something good.
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