Some lines written in solitude

I want to die without a heart,
Without any pain without any part,
Dying with a body and without soul,
Without any gain but with a goal.
Let me die ,now, for their sake...

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Silly are my thoughts which are never expressed,
Silly is my heart which never give up red blood,
Silly is my mind, always wander to and fro,
And silly me , who is all this letting you know.

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Now there has cleavage come,
We are apart now,no more one,
Two body was always now two souls,
We are apart now , no more one,
Now there has cleavage come.

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I was foolish that never understand you,
Never felt you never saw you,
Always tried to seek you outside,
But never saw my heart ,where were you.