She walked that night silently till the Shade from where she could see the reflection of moon in the water. The water looked purple. Moon light reflected in it but the whole picture wasn't as she imagined it would be. Ah..does it ever like that, She thought. It was quiet. But she wasn't alone. Lots of candles were floating in the water. It was not dark like always. She wondered... what has happened to her. Why she is... how could she take it all so lightly... She now turned left and looked at the reflection of lamp lights in water. It is always so easy not to fight with your heart... just let things be...let things happen...but would then, let it go be as easy? Disinterest. Indifferent. Thoughtless. Nothingness...a dying wish...a dying desire... and if you ask her what's on her mind she will tell you - just go away quietly (as quietly as you came in) , I am afraid... I am ...i won't be able to make it... The door left ajar.
... coz Believing is Experiencing !