I think I would be dead by the time I finished my Ph.d. what the ---- is that I am already bored. I am tired. Not with only books, reports,unnecessary pop-ups but also with marriage parties, gossips, same faces, same rituals, same food and same worries. I have begun to worry a lot. Does that mean I have joined the Club "30s" - the age that brings lot of worries with it. About career, shift, kids, their childhood and troublesome teenage, house, parents oh....endless sufferings. I never wanted to become a part of it- the boring cycle of life. I wanted mystery, adventure, thrill, mission - altogether a different life. Sometimes (like today) I feel like leaving everything behind and go out in the world. I feel trapped. And you know what, I understand its all planned. It is like the movie As Above So Below. You are meant to be there, the trap is set for you, you feel lost, you lose hope and those who do they never come out but those who put a little effort and have faith they can come out of it, because there is always a loop-hole. One just needs to find that loop-hole. I am trying my best.
Sunday, January 11, 2015
What a fabulous topic to write! Thanks to Garnier and Indiblogger to give us a chance to discuss what is generally not discussable. Pimples! and not just pimples, it is moreover dull, deadly, uneven skin which makes people ask -are you not well? are you sleepy ? mood off? eh ! so irritating. It does not matter you are a housewife and stay at home all day long, your skin goes so dusty by night. People say, do not use soap, cosmetics or try any new brand but what is one supposed to do then?
Now a days you do not dream to look like beauty queens Madhubala , Madhuri or Marlyn . You are just fine if you look like yourself. When you watch Ndtv Goodtimes' Band Baja and Bride , you wish if you could also go through the ideal Cindrella's make over. But that is not for all. Being a middle class average looking girl , you have to discover a magic wand for yourself.
There are innumerable brands in he market of cosmetics but have you tried Garnier? Garnier's Pure Active Neem Face Wash is a very genuine product. It contains Neem leaf and Tea Tree Oil extracts. Tea Tree oil is effective in a variety of dermatological conditions including dandruff, acne and other skin infections. Apply Garnier Neem face wash five times a day or at least three times that is - morning , afternoon and before sleep and you would find a clean and clear skin with less pigmentation than ever.
If you are using any other Neem face wash, I am sure you would like to try Garnier once. Here you go - http://www.garnier.in/face-care/beauty/garnier/pure-active/neem-face-wash . Just have a look , and who knows you may also find your magic wand?
Thursday, January 1, 2015
All my life I didn’t do anything than dreaming. And the tragedy is, I feel contrary to my dreams. For example – I dream to be a great poet, writer. But I feel I am a better critic than a writer itself. Another one is – I dream to have a royal job where I don’t have to do much and get a fat salary but I feel I am better at challenges and management. Whew!
So, I decide, no matter I run after getting a fat-salary-job, I would do my best to keep alive my other talents. I had some school-time-dreams like – Opening a Club, Being an editor of a quarterly or periodical. Seriously…! These are my childish dreams. But I see them fulfilling in near future.
Yo! I have already opened a Club. The name is – LOL (Live Our Life) Another instant name like My-World. Well !
All I know is – I am not born to live inside four walls. I am not an Aquarium Fish. I am born to be a Name. I am.
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The morning of 1st January 2015 was a little depressing. But I am full of hope now. I have so much to do. Club responsibilities, duties as a daughter-in-law, Goa Tour in Feb, First Anniversary, Phd projects and the College Lectureship Exam in August - aww I am packed! :D
Guess what ! I love my life. I see hopes for my future. I feel if I give some extra efforts and passion, I can build it any way I want. And I feel Young :P
Loads of love to this life , which gave me soooooooooomuch more than I ever asked for. Love for everyone who make it Special.
@ngels r always @ngels ;)
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