"One thing you always miss?" Her dear friend asked S.J. , when they met after a long time. " A dream." "And what is that?" " It includes everything I don't have." "oh...you always talk in codes...could you explain that? "Of course...I want to ... the dream includes...me from the past...and he ...and freedom... a world with no rules... unusual talents... spirit..purpose ." " well ... i get all but what is 'me from the past' ? "I was not S.J. always.... long ago I was so innocent with a darkness always lingering upon but I was still innocent ... I was then called, Jennie. I miss her, you can't imagine how much I miss being called Jennie, with love. Anyways, I have come so far. I have chosen a different destiny. In fact, sometimes I feel I have become someone other than S.J. " "hey...what are you talking about ? Are you even in your senses?" "...yeah...yeah I am. I am not S.J.n...
... coz Believing is Experiencing !