Just b-e-l-i-e-v-e!

shh...its just a matter of sometime...

I wonder if Life was playing with me Or I took it too much like a Game. I think too much. I guess this is time now I start Living. Love J

I feel bad. She had been trying to let him know He never looked back. She had been trying not to lose him He had chosen another one. She had been trying to forget the past He came again and again. I am lucky enough. I could tell him at least the deepest fears I could let him know what I am afraid of I could make him believe what 'in between' means Though the people came and go Though I had been the epitome of confusion Though I made thousands of blunders I am lucky to have Someone  Who is still there. Thank you  You don't know what it means to me.

I am good at letting go ... Forget what I said. I am not letting you Go.  :D Alright ! I knew Today is a Crazy Day. *_* P.S . She is a girl who after watching "Friends" for half an hour, can completely forget where actually she is . :P So let her be...

feeling cutie pie " _ "

We are the Rising Stars, aren't we? Will we Shine ? :)

I don't even realize how much... I Miss you. Happy Birthday Vish !!

The lover knocked at his Beloved’s door. “Who knocks?” said the Beloved from within. “It is I”, said the over. “Go away. This house will not hold you and me” The lover withdrew and pondered for years on the words the Beloved had said. Then he returned and knocked again. “Who knocks?” “It is you” The door was immediately opened. ( Anthony Demello)

Two birds on a wire One tries to fly away And the other Watches him close From that wire He says he wants to as well But he is a liar I'll believe it all There's nothing I won't understand I'll believe it all I won't let go of your hand Two birds on a wire One says come on And the other says I'm tired The sky is overcast And I'm silent One more or one less Nobody's worried I'll believe it all There's nothing I won't understand I'll believe it all I won't let go of your hand Two birds of a feather Say that they're always Gonna stay together But one's never goin' to Let go of that wire He says that he will But he's just a liar Two birds on a wire One tries to fly away And the other Watches him close From that wire He says he wants to as well But he is a liar Two birds on a wire One tries to fly away And the other (Regina Spektor)  P.S. - I often dream about the bird who flew away and left the wire.

This is something craziest. I am awake (in spite of terrible pain) And I don't know why. (Or perhaps I do know.)

J : Sometimes I feel like giving up. --- You wouldn't. He is still holding the string at the other end. 

something has terribly changed.

its JLT : Jeanie Loves The Anonymous    : )

Only a couple of years ago you would say - Who cares! You would walk out alone and drink on bears. Only a couple of years ago... You would laugh on your own silly jokes You would stand apart from folks. Only a couple of years ago I knew you Do I know you even now? The silence prolonged The sorrows getting on I know you haven't changed Its just you - that I haven't known.  

I couldn't dare to think outside my camp.  I remained there all my life Imagining how stars do look when they twinkle. I dared to step out. If that means only one Step.  I felt the sky and witnessed a Twinkling Star. Even if that meant only One Star.

Look at a picture for more than usual time. Suspend all your thoughts. All your works. Have enough time. Feel intensely about the picture. Feel that you are already there. You are a part of it ... now You will suddenly discover a story within you.

But memory is an autumn leaf that murmurs a while in the wind and then is heard no more (Khalil Gibran)

Someone Somewhere Heard my Prayer ! ! :)

I don't know if it is a 'forever' story. I just Believe the echo. I heard plenty times my name whispered in the air. I heard echoes strange - far off from the world of streams where water flowed like wind. It was a place between heaven and earth where you were. Where you are now. I wish you would come soon or take me with you. Because without you there isn't no life, no death no happiness and I don't even feel like crying. Every time my belief in the world, in its people broke I looked for you and found you always serene n whispering in my ears, "I m there." And when I looked into your eyes with the expression, "Forever?" You flew few glittering stars in the wind closed my eyes and whispered in my ear again - "... Forever!"

Somehow I have come to believe that Angel Stories were for childhood and now...     I am becoming a Warrior Princess 

i would rather write it on a paper and burn than letting you know what I feel about you 

There was a little girl who had no dolls to play so she made friends with the Moon. Being such a little girl she loved to be with herself and so for many days she played with the moon but one day she couldn't find it anywhere. That day she needed him most. She waited until dawn but there was no sign of her pretty friend. Her heart broke badly. After few days when finally there came a crescent shaped moon , she looked away and locked herself indoor.  Now she is no more a little girl. She had lost herself in childhood and so perhaps she looked for an alternative or for someone who could find her for her. She made friends with him. They went on pretty well -  she thought it was pretty well . And one day when she needed him most when she waited for long she could find him no where. Her heart broke. More badly than the last time. And only then she learned that ...  that she shouldn't have broken with the Moon.  source

You have to have faith that she can evolve as a magnificent butterfly.

I dunno what it is  But I wish you could help me find what it is...

Yes, it hurts.