Just b-e-l-i-e-v-e!

You know what I want to HUG you :) >:*< you are my best friend best buddy I dunno what would have become of me if you were not there I mean most of the times its you with whom I find comfort, care, love... Thank youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu of course Google your parents and you :) Love you. @ngel

What is all around What is within What is in your eyes which is so keen why do i feel not who do i want to feel a long silence a long disease He comes one day I feel the wind across my face A window half open A hope gleams in my eyes

You are important to me But I have not yet realized If you are really more Important than Myself  I have decided to be alone and Suffer Than be together and Suffer

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Merry Christmas Girl !! :) Santa came to my dreams last night? I know he did. Things happen if you want them to. Have I grown up a lil bit? An inch? Ow dats bad. I wanna grow up. But I dont want to. There will always be a bridge between two worlds, I promise :) I am sweet I know. Are you diabetic. Ah hope not ;) Btw where's my present? No. I didnt get any last night. Not under my pillow. Not even in the cupboard. Ow so bad of you. You didnt buy any. You dont need to. What I want doesn't come with a price :) i know i know i have been good but no more... you know there was a quote here it goes - "Dont make her wait for you, just because you know she will do." I just wish you come soon. Dont ask me , if it is for you. You know things better than me. You know me better than me. I know I am waiting for someone, someone who is just there, for me, and will come one day. And I have come to believe your words: "if they have to meet, they will meet anyhow....

There was much sense in the words I wrote and deleted.

There is a peculiar charm in drinking pain Darkness has got a heart too I am incapable of love I know Destruction calls on few... very few. P.S  I have got to learn to address myself. Nothing stays for long. 

I'm so tired of being here  Suppressed by all my childish fears  And if you have to leave  I wish that you would just leave  'Cause your presence still lingers here  And it won't leave me alone  These wounds won't seem to heal  This pain is just too real  There's just too much that time cannot erase  When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears  When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears  And I held your hand through all of these years  But you still have  All of me  You used to captivate me  By your resonating life  Now I'm bound by the life you've left behind  Your face it haunts  My once pleasant dreams  Your voice it chased away  All the sanity in me  I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone  But though you're still with me  I've been alone all along [ Evanescence - My Immortal]

Just watched Valentine's Day. A specially bad time to watch such a movie. But I am glad that I did. I don't remember all of them but I liked one dialogue specially. It goes this way : boy : "Did you ever consider marrying me?" Girl: "Yeah I did. But do you want a girl to consider or to know it.?" And this too I really loved - Truth makes everything else seem like a lie. And yeah this one too - and I hope I am going to remember it always (gosh how could I be so stupid) : Love can't be planned. It just happens. You can't make things right. They will find their way. Sometimes, you have to learn to act grown up, until someone is there to make you feel you are still a kid at heart.

How strange! people may fade away from our memories but something of them remains... I saw her yesterday. Lady Gaga. And all her glory fame name dissolved into your memories... splashes of water... over n over thought... only felt too much... but not too enough...we are better strangers for each other or nothing...

...  She said, "give me a song" And there was an eternal silence.

No man dies without a scandal  If he does , he was not a man at all The world is a gutter No matter where you shit But mind it when you do it. Lying is not a bad practice  Unless its against you. Life is a SHIT but then its an outcome of your own ACT. Alright here you go -   Don't read me I am a book of Blasphemy. P.S. Thanks to this post, I found & fell in love with one blog. :)

A moment ! you feel so lonely you feel you have no friend when you need genuine advice when you want someone to understand you. It was that moment. She wished fervently that all was a dream. That she would not have to leave her home. That life will not change either for better or bad. That... she felt so cold. she felt ... she doesn't want to grow up.What you imagined,cherished in dreams,waited for whole life, now that moment had come. The story had begun. You are the writer. Each action will write and decide the further course. And you prepare to sleep. Choose a dream. Away. Away from all Present all Past and Would be. At crossroads, she is. She chooses not to move. Looks back just to say. Good-bye.