Just b-e-l-i-e-v-e!

Always Be Positive. Its terribly tiresome. I want to think other way round. I want to cry out loud -   Fuck you life ! You have given me rags When I was dying of cold You have given me leftover When I was dying of hunger You have given me sweat  When I could bear no more Fuck you life! You have nothing worth  except sleep except life of dreams... except the smile on which sadness hangs... I would say I hate you  But no...  You are worst a mistress You are worst than a pimp You are worst than menstrual  You are worst than worst disease.  But I will fight  I wont die  Until I have fucked you. Until I have showed you  Show you that I am something Beyond my sex can describe Beyond my religion  And my acts can describe... I will show you , damn  What I am! And I will show you  What can I make out of you... Just Watch it! Dear Life!

So... one more year is over ... seems time is running ... and still something has stuck up ... well we can dig it later... and that's what for New Year comes , isn't it? ;) So a Recap ? Itna toh Banta hai Boss ;) So well...umm ahem ahem..lets Do it this way - ACHIEVEMENTS  OF THE YEAR - - I joined an NGO , and took training in Comics Workshop. I believe I learnt a good art this year. It added a feather to my cap. - I organised a Comics Workshop at my hometown. And it was really a success , an unexpected success. - And guess what , my parents are known by my name because of that workshop. That's something to take pride in. I am happy because I fulfilled my dream. :) - And finally , I got an honorary prize for umm... "upcoming writer" in hindi by a magazine. I believe you are not laughing while reading this. Well... I respect the prize , the aim of it was to motivate. err...Umm.. lets come to the next thing. SMILEY MOMENTS OF THE YEAR - awww..... c...

Tears and plenty tears Each time you left me in... What the dirt I deserve Or always Tears... Each time you left me in... I have nothing left Only fret and fears Each time you left me in... You said that I am your part Your fake swears  Each time you left me in... Each time you left...

Everyone realizes the difference between the Time we Pass and the Time we Live.  I am living it these days. :) I never discovered / felt so much joy one can feel in company of one's sibling. Bless my Sister. :) I never realized when I have become so much..... Quiet. I am loving it.  I am very happy that I successively left FB (addiction of so many people) . I have stopped thinking and began feeling. ( According to Osho , most imp thing to live happily) I have learnt to respect what I have and don't bother about what I don't have. ( especially in person's case. ) These days .. somewhat I m unhappy also (greatly embarrassed) I wish I could share it with someone. :( But its okay. It will fade away in the fog of time. And yeah...few funny things about 'these days in my life' are -  I dance while crossing the road... move .. wait .. back ... ahh... I wont die in accident ;) I talk to me loudly while walking... its fun really  I do what I really wanna do.. e...

Through the little incidents I realized this slowly I was like a garden bench For those lonely...

Wonder why I am lingering in the passages of astrology and numerology... do I have (still have) some inquisitiveness? Well anyway...here is my lifepath number... may be you will be interested in yours so here is the link - Your lifepath number is 9 The Life Path 9 suggests that you entered this plane with a lot of dramatic feelings together with a strong sense of kindness and bigheartedness. The key the nature of an individual with 9 as a life path number is found in their compassionate approach to life. Even the very average of those with life path 9 have extremely compassionate ways.   Most of the time this number has people that are very dependable, upright and unlikely to convey any sort of prejudices. Clearly this is a lot on your plate, however you are the type of individual who will help those who are less fortunate than you if you are in the position to do so. When it comes to responsibilities to the human race, the 9 life path number is the highest single digit number t...

I wanna talk to you. Thanks. Actually I was feeling alone. No I am literally alone here. Its Saturday. I never Like it.  I will wash my hairs on sunday . Yeah that means tomorrow. Saturday is a bad day. Oh. No. Nothing is bad. I will tell you one thing. First Let me wear my Summer frock. I feel good. I ate those balls of spicy water. I felt good. And Shopping. Oh. Would love to do that. But I said I was feeling lonely. He wont come today. No I will sleep when he will come. He will come soon. I want daffodils. Have you ever seen a beautiful city in Spring. I want to visit Rome. Its a beautiful place to visit. And I want to go to New Zealand. I am sure I will be welcomed at their home. I am loved by all you see. They love me. I was called an angel when i was your age . Yeah yeah you are my angel now. You are a pretty girl. You will grow up beautiful as your mama. I love your mama. She was a good friend. She would read to me Bible daily. No I read Gita also. I wish to go church someda...

.... What are you thinking? aa...naathing... umm... oh here are four diverse ways... which one you would take? .... helloo... I m talking to you Ms.. hey.. what's ur name? jen.... wat? Pardon? Its Jeanie ... you can call me Jeanie .. okay? Oh.. jeanie... nice...  so Ms. Jeanie... where are you going? I dont know. What? Sorry! I said I dont know where  i am going but you can go your way ...okay. ahh... certainly madam I will go my way. huh! (walking ahead slowly) (Jeanie to herself but a little aloud) where does this road go... where do you want to go .... i dont know... then you may take any road... (guy puzzled) hey.... are you crazy? You mind your own business.... okay. No its not okay... What do you want from me? Lets play a game? ,,,, what? I am going this way and you go just opposite way... and at one point we will look back for 1 min... If we both look back at the same time we will come back and accompany each other ... or if not then we will go ...