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Silence

2012-05-27T09:22:00.001-07:00

There is always a Silence working behind the words.

2012-05-27T09:01:00.000-07:00

2012-05-27T08:41:00.000-07:00

Difficult times

2012-05-27T04:24:00.003-07:00

These are difficult times more than ever
If it was about me , I really wouldn't care
There would have been people I love
Whenever I would need to share
But its different now than it was ever

I am tired now
I see all dark at the horizon
Its strange, that I feel so
Warm that she seems, inside she is all frozen
How do I hold those hands
Once which wiped my tears away
How do I help those feet to walk
Once who walked with me a long way

I am all broken,
And so are the wings and magic wand of my Angel
She is lost. Lost her magic and that world
Its Reality, which seems more like a thing
'Is it really happening ?'

But I have seen the story of Rapunzel
Who lost her magic hairs
But didn't lose the hope, belief
And above all, the Love.
She used her tears to enliven her Soul mate
With all these weapons ,
Why, then , I can't fight with our fate?

P.S. - Though you might not see me at the other end , I am always there.

2012-05-26T06:36:00.001-07:00

And only the best that you deserve is meant to be

And this is the Only Consolation.

Do you get it.

2012-05-25T01:46:00.000-07:00

You need to STOP BEING SO POLITE.

2012-05-23T08:30:00.003-07:00

you know what...

I realize it. I have lost your trust.

A lie

2012-05-23T04:14:00.002-07:00

Lets be Rational for a Change.

I don't love you.

I was lying all the while.

I knew we could never meet. You could never fall in love with me. But one day you just said, you did. I thought - Wow ! what a beautiful lie lemme carry it with me till I can.

But the lie grew heavier on me. It burnt me at few places and every morning I woke up I saw scars left on my heart.

No, I am not lying now.

This is what a Lie did to me.

A lie that I spoke and you agreed upon. Or may be vice versa.

2012-05-22T02:05:00.004-07:00

" You would only decide to confront the truth

once you have decided to Move On. "

2012-05-22T02:02:00.002-07:00

"....Why you are showing that you are Happy?"

J - " I wish I could show anything else than what I am. "

2012-05-22T01:25:00.000-07:00

You Have Put Black Lenses

Surprise, Shocking !!

2012-05-21T07:26:00.000-07:00

The Surprise Shopping : P

Random Shopping is the best surprise shopping. bought two lovely outfits. And here is what I dream of buying -

obsessed with scarves

Since the day I left one scarf I really liked I have learned this -

Japuriaa ..

Love Antique

my shabby lil starry tarry world ; )

Aw...too cutee... I want it all

Want to go Floral this Monsoon

Even this is really cute

TOO MUCH

I am going to design for myself this year

: )

Special Post on a Special Day

2012-05-20T04:30:00.000-07:00

Um..Yum... Happy Birthday J : )
muaah...

You know what ! I LOVE YOU :*

&
I LOVE when you SURPRISE yourself ; )

That I have been doing from long

Now I am going to Scrap Book My Dreams

Its Gonna be a Gift to Myself. : )

That's what going to Happen Today - Woo...

Wow ! We are going to DINE OUT today. Mom's Idea. Always Great she is. Isn't it : )

And Last but not Last - Wish List ; )

Special Ring.

Heart in the Cup & someone who's gonna bring it there.

My - er..Our Home Our Space :)

ROSES

More Flowers and More Love

and... ; )

Love & Prayers.

2012-05-20T03:45:00.003-07:00

He Thinks He Has Eternity

First Thoughts

2012-05-20T02:48:00.000-07:00

Simplicity ! Je amour tu. : )

"First Thoughts"

2012-05-19T02:44:00.003-07:00

Baby Jeanie ? :P

2012-05-16T07:48:00.000-07:00

WHAT ? DEPRESSION ?

WHAT THE F THAT IS ?

HELL

I KNOW WHAT THE LIFE IS FOR.

EVERYTHING WHICH HAS FOUR or FIVE LETTERS IN IT

COME ON NOW STOP THINKING

AND

START LIVING !!!

To OMEGA !

This is the way Destiny works.

2012-05-15T00:10:00.003-07:00

Her story...

She wanted a ring.
But he gave a teddy bear.
Getting angry she threw the bear on the road.
He went to take it back
and was hit by a coming car and died.

At his funeral, she hugged the bear and the Machine in it spoke: "Will you marry me?

She found a Ring inside it.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HoDj3qcOhiQ

She wanted something.
He gave that thing wrapped in something else.
She threw it aside.
The relationship died.
...

This is the way destiny works.

S.J. - A Queen

Could she be a queen in her past life? Who ran away from her Palace because the King couldn't understand her thirst, thirst to roam freely on meadows and hearths? Thirst to listen the Black Night's whispers among skeleton trees? And when she ran away she met a Time Traveler who came disguised to her as a Prince of Rival Kingdom but due to his commitment to the world he belonged, he went away . The Queen lost her senses. Sometimes she would see her as a lost child looking for her mother, sometimes she would dance with dancing wild flowers and most of the times she would sleep whole day and sit up whole nights looking at the Moon and counting stars. Was she destined go mad? Was it King's fault that he didn't understand the thirst of the Queen or it was all Time Traveler's fault?

Somebody That I Used To Know : (Gotye Cover)

2012-05-14T22:50:00.000-07:00

Now and then I think of when we were together
Like when you said you felt so happy you could die
Told myself that you were right for me
But felt so lonely in your company
But that was love and it's an ache I still remember

You can get addicted to a certain kind of sadness
Like resignation to the end
Always the end
So when we found that we could not make sense
Well you said that we would still be friends
But I'll admit that I was glad that it was over

But you didn't have to cut me off
Make out like it never happened
And that we were nothing
And I don't even need your love
But you treat me like a stranger
And that feels so rough
You didn't have to stoop so low
Have your friends collect your records
And then change your number
I guess that I don't need that though
Now you're just somebody that I used to know

Now and then I think of all the times you screwed me over
But had me believing it was always something that I'd done
And I don't wanna live that way
Reading into every word you say
You said that you could let it go
And I wouldn't catch you hung up on somebody that you used to know...

But you didn't have to cut me off
Make out like it never happened
And that we were nothing
And I don't even need your love
But you treat me like a stranger
And that feels so rough
You didn't have to stoop so low
Have your friends collect your records
And then change your number
I guess that I don't need that though
Now you're just somebody that I used to know

I used to know
That I used to know

Somebody...

With 7 Points...

2012-05-14T09:36:00.001-07:00

People around me are doing What Not. What the hell I am doing sitting idle at home and getting tired in every 4 hours?

Alright.

I know Exactly what can Breathe Life Into Me

A Cozy Home with which I am free to do Anything.
SHOPPING. Ow ! only Home Decor <: p>
An outing , may be, with my Crazy friends.
A cutemeet <*-*>
Working on some creative project as Documentary Film , Institution, Workshops etc.
Earning by my pen.
And of course- Joining Salsa Classes

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Dream High : With the Lakme Diva Girl Kyra

2012-05-13T05:02:00.001-07:00

You must have experienced it if your birthday falls in Summer vacations - during the school days you had felt
-Eh ! why i was born in June , because you did not have the pleasure to stand up in the class, be the star and distribute Yummy toffees among your classmates. But when you reached in College and stayed in hostel you realized - Ah! thank God i was born in June, because finally you could have a pretty fun time outside your Hostel Campus with the loved ones. So things keep changing. But one thing doesn't change regarding birthdays - the Expectations. I realized that for ten years I cried on something or the other on my each birthday. Gradually I made myself strong and didn't even bother if someone so Close didn't wish me. Although after anger piled up , I fought on silly things and finally broke up with those friends who didn't care to remember my birthday. Grrh.. ! Could't help.

But you must be wondering why the hell I am talking about Birthdays when the post is supposed to be the part of The Lakme Diva Blogger Contest. Well its my birthday in twenty days. So the story is , since two years I am trying not to have expectations on my birthday. This year I decided I will make it great. But then something has upset my mood and again I feel an urge to disappear ... go far away from the people I know. So why not Go with Kyra and Have fun ?

Umm ... actually I don't want to run away this year. I want to face it all. Talk to the people I don't like, talk to those who make me feel uncomfy and left behind and still remain happy and sweet. But all this require a good, relaxing, self-connecting, self-appreciating Break. So I decided I am going to breathe in Life with Kyra this Summer. Kyra seems to be an independent and confident girl, who can break your nose if you pinched her at the pub or stare back into your eyes when you are staring at her.She is just my opposite. She is a Flambo Girl. For her, fun means taking the risk while to me fun has become restricted to drinking a cup of tea in the bathroom or slipping away early morning for a long drive.

This Summer its gonna be hell lotta fun with Kyra. The top thing on our list is going to be Hitch-Hiking. Yeee ! I know She will be jumping after reading this. And then... Karenge Kuch Tofaani types- like, Mountaineering and Drinking ...... at the top? What about then , Diving into the water, talk to the fishes, act like mermaids and show them the Sunstroke who think two single pretty girls can not have fun alone. Oooooohh.... I am real High now. ; )

Going on a vacation on your own or with your freaky friends is a kinda dream that we Middle class Indian girls see every night , plan it with our friends in whispers, stop believing and chuck it away till we reach the marriageable age. But if till ten years you saw your dream shattering into pieces, One day, one day you are going to see it becoming a reality. As I say, Just Believe !

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Don't let your dream die
This Summer...why don't you go High? .... "with Kyra" !! "-" !!

P.S. This post is written for the Lakme Diva Blogger Contest.
https://www.facebook.com/ilovelakme

Love !
Ojasi

S.J. : Fear

2012-05-12T03:17:00.000-07:00

Its Fear. She had been trying not to think about it from long. Today is the day , perhaps.

Its fear of listening to one's own heart. She thought it once and accepted after a long tussle with her heart , that her heart lies. It all started some seven years back. As a child she believed strange things but since no one could prove them lie, she was happy, happy with her heart in her own world. But then people began to come into her life. Who brought Realities. Who brought Beliefs. Who brought god-knows-what-things. And then it began. She listened to her heart and each time realized that it lied to her. Who was the best friend earlier, her heart, became the most hated thing. She began to hate her heart for it told her sweet things that don't exist, it told her to have faith on strange people, it told her it was love when it wasn't... She is afraid, she ... her heart said she loved him... while ... she ....

She wouldn't be able to believe her heart ever. She wouldn't ever come to know when love would really happen. Was there anything left in her life... after voices, shadows, blood, imaginary deaths, suicide attempts, all those night terrors and shameful incidents that she survived , she lost it at last from her heart, a heart that ever lied.

June

2012-05-11T01:32:00.002-07:00

‎"Why wouldn't you love", she demanded.

"I am tired."

"But I am not tired of playing", she said with the same innocence.

2012-05-11T01:21:00.002-07:00

Love : )

Time

2012-05-11T00:44:00.001-07:00

Its for you J :