Now a days I am dating .. yeah ! Dating Myself ! :D
Sounds great , right?
Ah! Its not that I don't have anyone to date with ... really ! But I love to date myself.. its fun + its safe :P
So , yesterday was feeling low , no no definitely was not in doldrums but I was physically not well... Well , I didn't sleep 2 days n 1 night , and I felt somehow this night is gonna be the same - sleepless waking nightmare kinda..
But don't know suddenly from where I got a superb idea - to enjoy my illness , to keep busy myself in one or the other thing so that I could forget all pains. I sat on net, and charged my mp3 player , it was almost 12 am , I desperately wanted to sleep , my eyelids had become heavy , but no , I just couldn't lie down on bed. And I felt a bit hungry too - as whole day I didn't eat anything except bread.
Ah! suddenly , my heart leaped , face brightened as soon as the idea factory got started... what about a classy date?? Mind argued - At this hour? Heart said - Y not? Lets do some fun. Mind got upset - But with whom ... not feeling like calling up anyone at this hour. Heart laughed on this - eh.. you need no one to be happy - you need only yourself - means all of us in a harmony - heart , mind , soul ... Mind pondered a little on this thought - hm... yeah you are true. So what to do then? Heart jumped once , rolled down , giggled and shouted --- Lets Party !
Alas! Party without foods and drinks... whatever - who cares! Enjoy even in a bite if you can not get whole cake. So , I burned a candle , placed it on a slab and rolled the curtain so the light was hazy and soft. Played loud soft music of Berlin's Take My Breath Away in my ears ...! and slow motion dance ! Waooo.... I am Happy ! I forgot my pain for sometime. And after the party got over , I slept ....
Everyone has to get a way out of daily tumults to be happy . It depends on us , our own attitude. Happiness too swiftly flies away, but then for what we have got hands , catch that , chase that and you will see its more easier to get happiness than any other desirable thing .
Have a Happy Sunday ! :)
Sounds great , right?
Ah! Its not that I don't have anyone to date with ... really ! But I love to date myself.. its fun + its safe :P
So , yesterday was feeling low , no no definitely was not in doldrums but I was physically not well... Well , I didn't sleep 2 days n 1 night , and I felt somehow this night is gonna be the same - sleepless waking nightmare kinda..
But don't know suddenly from where I got a superb idea - to enjoy my illness , to keep busy myself in one or the other thing so that I could forget all pains. I sat on net, and charged my mp3 player , it was almost 12 am , I desperately wanted to sleep , my eyelids had become heavy , but no , I just couldn't lie down on bed. And I felt a bit hungry too - as whole day I didn't eat anything except bread.
Ah! suddenly , my heart leaped , face brightened as soon as the idea factory got started... what about a classy date?? Mind argued - At this hour? Heart said - Y not? Lets do some fun. Mind got upset - But with whom ... not feeling like calling up anyone at this hour. Heart laughed on this - eh.. you need no one to be happy - you need only yourself - means all of us in a harmony - heart , mind , soul ... Mind pondered a little on this thought - hm... yeah you are true. So what to do then? Heart jumped once , rolled down , giggled and shouted --- Lets Party !
Alas! Party without foods and drinks... whatever - who cares! Enjoy even in a bite if you can not get whole cake. So , I burned a candle , placed it on a slab and rolled the curtain so the light was hazy and soft. Played loud soft music of Berlin's Take My Breath Away in my ears ...! and slow motion dance ! Waooo.... I am Happy ! I forgot my pain for sometime. And after the party got over , I slept ....
Everyone has to get a way out of daily tumults to be happy . It depends on us , our own attitude. Happiness too swiftly flies away, but then for what we have got hands , catch that , chase that and you will see its more easier to get happiness than any other desirable thing . Have a Happy Sunday ! :)
Comments
@Anonymous - I could delete your comment but then I wanted to give u a reply so I had to post it here ...
Whosoever you are , firstly , its really uncourageous n cowardly manner on ur part to post comment as an anonymous. Secondly , mind your language , you are not someone my close pal , or if u r then have courage to show ur true identity.
Lastly , The way you wrote the term it seems you have more knowledge of it ... I never gave it a thought while writing . Actually , its not your fault , you might have never experienced this euphoric state when one is calm and in touch of his/her soul. Im sorry for you... as you really seems so much into worldly n external stuff dat you dont even understand deeper significant feelings and emotions.
@ Somyaa - Nice thought and really nice reply .....All these jerks are also important as they teach u the way , you should never be thinking :) apologies for being so harsh ...
Some people understand my feelings and the purpose behind writing such stuff its enough for me :)
tc!
we should enjoy these moods as a neutral party.. and then only we can be a true observer :) sometimes back I had written a poem on 'coffee with me'
and a great reply to Mr. Anonymous..Note down his ip address and lodge a complaint in IT ACT with his name...
btw you are lucky re.. No 'Anonymous' guy reads my posts... :)
Being a gal , I am afraid now :P
Ur poem is incredible ... :)
BTW Thanks for ur comment...!!!
Well first of all Your so called ‘lesbian’ thing is so passé… so please update your knowledge..
Secondly if you are a guy then you must be knowing how ‘gays’ are coming so clean about their relationships one after another, ‘lesbians’ are nowhere in competition…
Thirdly if you are girl then I suppose this seems to be a obvious context of jealousy with my sister. So let me tell you, she is the best .
Last but not the least even a hybrid are way too decent acc. to till now what I have seem so you don’t seem to be that one …..
Seems you belong from some other category…. Let us know :P
& your language shows the glimpse of your filthy mind.
& yes if you are having any difficulty in understanding this one … write it to me . I will make you understand in your language … poor you ‘…………'
Dis blow was enough for anonymous ... a gud Blow from my home :P