I was talking about this in one of my facebook notes then I thought why not write it here as its a deep thought or an interesting discovery ; at least for me . :)
Sometimes in our life we adopt a code of behaving we call it manners and with regular practise it becomes a part of our nature.
You have always been like this (for eg. A ) but have you ever tried being like some other (for eg. B) ... ??
You have been behaving in one manner till now , but when you adopt an another way of behaving or say living... you either love it or it may also leave you hollow , confused , disillusioned...
I will give you my example that I was always "one" from inside and outside ...I opened my heart to everyone.. expressed my instant feelings or madness..... disclosed even my deepest and darkest secrets as if it had been a simple and mandatory introduction of me..( that was useless and unnecessary though I realize it now.).. I used to wonder how people can live secretly , can hide their feelings , emotions....??? But now I am able to understand this. I think they did it in order to protect themselves. This is a kind of Spurious Shield - you wear an attitude of - "Who Cares?" but deep down you really care... !!!
There is surely some pleasure in being secretive , in hide your feelings or rather to pretend exactly opposite to what you are feeling... !!!!
I heard it somewhere that - Believeing is Experiencing , and it is very true to some extent... you strongly believe that you have changed and have become (B) from (A) ... but still somewhere deep lies this (A) too ... and it seems that in the hoo-ha and beaming excitement of this new one you avoid melancholy melodies of the old one....
This spurious shield which you have worn so that you can hide your own feelings even from your own heart and believe that you are more happy than earlier is not harmful...
The Spurious Shield actully protects you from unnecessary problems :)
P.S - While writing this , I was trying to understand and clear my own thoughts but as a result they get more entangled :P So , if you don't understand this , don't mind , just avoid it !!!
Sometimes in our life we adopt a code of behaving we call it manners and with regular practise it becomes a part of our nature.
You have always been like this (for eg. A ) but have you ever tried being like some other (for eg. B) ... ??
You have been behaving in one manner till now , but when you adopt an another way of behaving or say living... you either love it or it may also leave you hollow , confused , disillusioned...
I will give you my example that I was always "one" from inside and outside ...I opened my heart to everyone.. expressed my instant feelings or madness..... disclosed even my deepest and darkest secrets as if it had been a simple and mandatory introduction of me..( that was useless and unnecessary though I realize it now.).. I used to wonder how people can live secretly , can hide their feelings , emotions....??? But now I am able to understand this. I think they did it in order to protect themselves. This is a kind of Spurious Shield - you wear an attitude of - "Who Cares?" but deep down you really care... !!!
There is surely some pleasure in being secretive , in hide your feelings or rather to pretend exactly opposite to what you are feeling... !!!!
I heard it somewhere that - Believeing is Experiencing , and it is very true to some extent... you strongly believe that you have changed and have become (B) from (A) ... but still somewhere deep lies this (A) too ... and it seems that in the hoo-ha and beaming excitement of this new one you avoid melancholy melodies of the old one....
This spurious shield which you have worn so that you can hide your own feelings even from your own heart and believe that you are more happy than earlier is not harmful...
The Spurious Shield actully protects you from unnecessary problems :)
P.S - While writing this , I was trying to understand and clear my own thoughts but as a result they get more entangled :P So , if you don't understand this , don't mind , just avoid it !!!
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