Well thank you Pankaj you made me write my thoughts on Two faces at last.
Its not something awkward or strange its what everyone has --- TWO FACES .
Infact I believe we have many faces . What I am before my parents I can not be like that before my siblings or friends . So that's okay! but what would happen if you have two faces - one that is for whole world and other that is for yourself. Well it may create some complexity inside you. I am not very much experienced though but I feel I have experienced some sort of trauma and still I can not relate myself to my past ... I dunno if i had two faces . Yes, I have two faces for those who dont want to understand me and who dont care to know me but I have only one face for those who love me. I am honest. I am innocent this is what people tell me because I never hide my inner self.
And to be true they get very irritated when I live my real self :)
I think to live a happy , peaceful and divine life you just have to mingle your two faces and make it one so that those who would be able to read your real face , they will be able to love you truly.
JUST BELIEVE!
inspired by - Pankaj
http://rendezvous-with-rdx.blogspot.com/2009/03/two-faces.html
Its not something awkward or strange its what everyone has --- TWO FACES .
Infact I believe we have many faces . What I am before my parents I can not be like that before my siblings or friends . So that's okay! but what would happen if you have two faces - one that is for whole world and other that is for yourself. Well it may create some complexity inside you. I am not very much experienced though but I feel I have experienced some sort of trauma and still I can not relate myself to my past ... I dunno if i had two faces . Yes, I have two faces for those who dont want to understand me and who dont care to know me but I have only one face for those who love me. I am honest. I am innocent this is what people tell me because I never hide my inner self.
And to be true they get very irritated when I live my real self :)
I think to live a happy , peaceful and divine life you just have to mingle your two faces and make it one so that those who would be able to read your real face , they will be able to love you truly.
JUST BELIEVE!
inspired by - Pankaj
http://rendezvous-with-rdx.blogspot.com/2009/03/two-faces.html
Comments
What if your real face asks you to leave evrything and go to Himalayas? should you listen to that? What if your real one asks you to leave everything and start writing poems, buy a bicycle and a carry bag and be a jhola chaap writer? What if your real face asks you to roam whole world as a nomad?
Even most loving and caring parents do not fulfill each and every desire of their children. How can you and I do that? :)lolzz
Take care,
Pankaj
For eg. - even I want to go to Himalayas or somewhere else for experiencing truth of life or finding my soulmate but I cant do that I know,so what I do is I read Paulo Coelho's novel or just start rising early morning and do meditation.
Sometimes I want to look like those white English girls but I know I cant so what I do is I start feeling that I am there with whites and even I talk in their accent... I know this is very awaky but this is what makes me happy. I do whatever I want in some way or other. I just never lose hope.
that's why I say -- JUST BELIEVE!
your angel
somyaa